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Memories

Memories they can cause so much pain so much regret but also they can cause joy happiness elation and euphoria. those little moments that stick with you those emotions when you think back its like opening them up again.its a funny thing. life is just a series of moments and a series of  rooms and who your in them with. and the collection of these things turns into our memories and we collect and gather them until the moment we die. Life, its a funny thing the constant rat race the constant struggle for more. but whats it for.

Well ill let you decide what the (for) is to you

live laugh and enjoy the moments & memories in the end its all you have.


Till the bitter end.

JC Signing out.

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Hello wold me again lol im kinda liking these rants here its kinda like a way to express my deepest sentiments on here without fear of ridicule and judgment i know i don’t have many followers right now but im gonna start posting more frequently on here.   as for now im cruising through life taking thngs as they come and gonna take a mini vacation with my lovely GF soon im really excited about that were going on two years and i couldent be happier.

well for now im signing out

i love you all and until the next time 

peace out 

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I'm sorry.

Asked by Anonymous

um whoever you are ?? no hard feelings ok.

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Sometimes

Sometimes I sit and look back and replay the moments in my head all the good times bad times and everything in between and I gotta say it was a wild ride. Young and dumb I suppose but I learned from it all. Do I miss it well at times I do how can you not when they were such an integral part of your life so many new experiences you had for the first time with them. In a way it was magical. One moment I was in heaven the next hell lol. I luv it though cause I am who I am cause of it. And I have no regrets things turn out the way they do for a reason and that’s fine. I’ve long since moved on emotionally I’m in a better place now I’ve grown I’ve changed if the younger me saw me now he would say WTF lol. Never would have imagined how things would turn out but I’m happy. I luv my girl I love our relationship and for the first time I see a real future with people who love me accept me and made me a part of there family. And when it comes down to it family is what matters most in life. I’m making progress in great strides and have a bad ass companion to boot what else could I ask for.im just here ranting again but it feels good. I’m gonna look back at all this and laugh and it’s gonna make a great story to tell my kids. As for all the souls I’ve meet along the way who had a big or small impact on my life I wana thank you all for helping me grow into the man I am now I hold no hard feelings to anyone. Those who’ve done me wrong I forgive you and those who’ve I’ve done wrong I’m sorry. But some people come and go some teach you a lesson in life and some well some come and stick it for the long haul. And I guess what I’m trying to get at is no matter what you’ve been through the hearts you’ve broken or how many times your hearts been broken get up dust yourself off and carry on this life is full of unexpected turns and twists and one of those roads is gonna lead you to exactly where you need to be. It’s the journey not the destination and the people we meet teach us mold us and in turn we take a little something from every experience and mix it up into what we ultimately call Ourselves.

Thank you

And if you’ve stuck around through this whole rant well I appreciate it

Much love xoxoxo

From a soul that’s been put back together.

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“ OOOH MY GOODNESS LOOK AT THE LONG BUN SNUGGLING KITTY OH MY GOODNES BUN FTTY BABY
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OOOH MY GOODNESS LOOK AT THE LONG BUN SNUGGLING KITTY OH MY GOODNES BUN FTTY BABY

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You do care. You care so much it’s eating you away. You hate the fact that you care so much but it’s the only thing you know how to do but you constantly lie to yourself just so you can get through the day.

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I wonder if anybody’s actually had feelings for me, like actually got upset or mad over little things I did and got jealous and confused over me and thought about me on a regular basis. I feel like I’m the only person that ever really cares about anyone and that nobody’s ever felt that way for me.

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“ bipolareternity:
“ sgchan:
“ pocket-alex:
“ slashfilled-mind:
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“ totolerateaworldofdemons:
“ I’m not even a gamer but I would play this so hard.
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and you would get sorted an junk and it would be great
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Isn’t this...

caviarmpits:

bipolareternity:

sgchan:

pocket-alex:

slashfilled-mind:

screwthisnaming:

totolerateaworldofdemons:

I’m not even a gamer but I would play this so hard.

and you would get sorted an junk and it would be great

Isn’t this secretly what we all wanted Pottermore to be?

Okay so my mind started rolling with this and omfg okay just hear me out

So like it starts of sort of like Sims and Skyrim, okay. You get your owl and you go do your shopping for stuff for Hogwarts, but you don’t get to see your character just yet. When you get to Hogwarts and your sorting ceremony, you get to customise how they look and what sort of traits they have. After you customise all that, you get sorted via a quiz (sort of like Pottermore) and it rolls with that and you get sorted.

Through the game, you get to study magic (obvious) and you have adventures and stuff where you have to make decisions. These decisions later decide what your Patronus and Animagus will be, as well as what your fear is for you Boggart (though this could also possibly be decided on when you’re making your character idk whatever).

So during the summer holidays, you have adventures in the Muggle world (depending on what your blood status is, which could be decided randomly) if you’re Muggle-born. If you’re Pure-Blooded, you have adventures in the wizarding world. If you’re Half-Blooded, you can do both. But here’s the thing, if you spend more time in the Muggle world, you get more information on going on’s in the Muggle world, and same goes for the Wizarding world if you spend more time in the Wizarding world. And after a period of time, like maybe in your fourth year?, you can get papers and news from whichever world you’re not in most often. And your knowledge of the events of the world, both Wizarding and Muggle alike, can factor into the gameplay somehow.

And then in your Fifth and Seventh years, you have your O.W.L.s and your N.E.W.T.s, and these factor into what career choices you’ll have later on as well. So like if you score high in Herbology and Potions, you’d have career options like Healer, Herbologist, and Potion Master.

AND THEN THE WORLD BECOMES YOURS. YOU CAN CONTINUE RELATIONSHIPS YOU HAD IN HOGWARTS AFTERWARDS, OR YOU CAN MEET NEW PEOPLE, OR WHATEVER. AND THEN IT JUST BECOMES THIS HUGE SANDBOX OF FUN AND WONDERMENT.

YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL MIND

YOU ARE A GENIUS!!!!!

this is really what i wanted pottermore to be but there’s always online roleplaying

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